Dear MCM #5 – The End

Dear MCM

We’ve been talking back and forth for weeks now and I’ve never been happier. You’re as sweet and amazing as they come. Everything about you screams perfect, even your flaws which I’m still getting accustomed to. You are evidence that sometimes dreams could come true (We’re not there yet but I’m sure by now you know my mind likes to jump)

Today however, I’m thinking about weird things. Like how people say “I’m fine” everytime they are asked “How are you?” Like today when you asked what’s up, so many things came to my mind about what’s currently going on with me but somehow I ended up typing “Nothing really” in response and somehow that got me thinking of how many people say things they don’t mean while carrying scars they’re too afraid to show. What do you think the world would be like if we were all honest about our emotions and feelings? If we all said the truth even when it’s hard to. Somehow I think it’ll be a tad bit weird (I wonder what that says about my character as a person) I wish I could read minds but somehow I don’t because I can imagine knowing all the nitty gritty details of what someone actually thinks, both the things in the conscious and subconscious. The things they’re too afraid to say and the thoughts they’re not even aware they’re harboring. Lol. It’s scary isn’t it? I wonder what you really think about me.

This is what it must be like for God to know all the nitty gritty of our thoughts and still love us the same. That’s what makes his love all the more amazing. He knows when in my heart I’m frustrated and yet I say to him I’m okay or when I’m angry and yet I lift up my voice in Praise. It’s crazy because he knows what I really think and how I really feel and yet is still crazy about me. It’s unreal. See me digressing again. My apologies

This is the last of my letters to you, it’s a pity you’ll never see these letters because I’ll be tearing them up as soon as I’m done with this one. Maybe someday, I’ll be bold enough to tell you that you never really made the first move like you think. I wrote to you in my journal faithfully for weeks, jokingly at first till eventually, well you know the rest. I’m glad I sneezed on you that day, glad things turned out the way they did. You are my dream come true. Literally!

With all my heart

And my smile

Yours forever

Your woman crush❤️

“And the Lord answered me: “Write the vision; make it plain on tablets, so he may run who reads it.”

Habakkuk 2:2 ESV

What is that thing you’re dreaming of? What do you earnestly desire? Write out your every dream on a sheet. Plainly. Be clear and precise. No matter how ridiculous it may sound, write it the way it bubbled in your heart. Give life to your ideas.

Someday, when those dreams come to life, you’ll look back and see that really, dreams do come true❤️

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